A moment of BLiSs...
And I thought:
"In my lifetime, I haven't loved enough yet. I haven't loved as much as I can.
Is it possible that I won't be able to reach that point which other people have already attained?
Have I just been lying to myself all this time?
Has GREED, ARROGANCE & APATHY taken their toll on me?
Am I not capable of truly loving?
But then, after that dreadful moment of guilt came the blissful moment of grace that I knew only God could give.
And he said such wonderful things.
It is impossible for me to not be able to love truly.
Why?
Because my Father is the God of Love. He created Love. He is Love.
And Love, can overpower any greed, arrogance or apathy I have in my heart.
If my Father is Love, and He created Love, that means that I am incapable of not loving.
He created me and so that means that Love is innate in me. It cannot be taken away from me nor destroyed.
It's like: Me without Love is not Me at all...I would cease to exist, in short.
I will truly love. I was created to do so. It is my purpose.
Then I remembered, I have truly loved. My Father taught me.
"Ask forgiveness and throw away your guilt.
God does not want you to wallow in it; He wants you to live what he taught you to do."
I tell myself...